Post dedicated to

tada~

Miss Joanne Ooi

who finally turned 18 :)

Happy Birthday!!!!
now you're off age dy, we can do more illegal stuff together ;) LOL

Do enjoy ur life this year as a 18 year old girl..
i dunno why but people always say that 18 is one of the best years in every girls' life..

well i guess it is because

1) It's the year you slowly change ur image.. hehe..
noticed how u developed addiction for shopping for clothes? *grins*
2) It's the year you discover more about yourself.
3) It's the year you have more crushes on boys *beams*
am i right?
4) It's the year you wonder a lot how your future will turn out to be.
5) It's the year you wish to be someone completely opposite of yourself.
6) It's the year you begin to understand life better and bittersweet of it.
7) It's the year you stepped into college and it's your choice whether you choose to love it or hate it.
8) It's the year you meet new friends.
9) It's the year you begin to grow maturely (i hope.. hehe)
10) It's also the year your rebellious side begin to appear?

:)

No matter what you face in your life, remember that you're never alone ya. Learn to trust in God, let Him lead you to the path He made for you. Remember He's always with you :) As you grow older, grow in the Lord.

Love,
Yu Li

I've been looking..

from my window..
It's hazy outside and
I can't see clearly
I'm uncertain of what's outside..

Allah Peduli

BANYAK PERKARA
YANG TAK DAPAT KUMENGERTI
MENGAPAKAH HARUS TERJADI
DI DALAM KEHIDUPAN INI

SATU PERKARA
YANG KUSIMPAN DALAM HATI
TIADA SATU PUN 'KAN TERJADI
TANPA ALLAH PEDULI

ALLAH MENGERTI, ALLAH PEDULI
SEGALA PERSOALAN YANG KITA HADAPI
TAK AKAN PERNAH DIBIARKAN-NYA
KUBERGUMUL SENDIRI
S'BAB ALLAH MENGERTI
(Jonathan Prawira)


The tears we shed
The struggles we went through
The pain we kept in our heart
The sorrow that nobody knows
The unanswered questions in our heart..
Things we never understand…
When everything seems so bleak..
Remember that He knows and He cares :)
Nothing better than knowing “Allah Peduli”

1 John 3:20 "whenever our hearts condemn us. For God is greater than our hearts, and he knows everything."


The song above has been playing over and over in my head since this afternoon and it’s still in my head now. I heard this song for the first time 2 weeks ago during spiritual emphasis week in bcm and it touched my heart. It’s a simple malay song but with a thousand meaning in it. If u never heard of it before, I recommend u to go check it out at kidung.com :)

Reaching for You

Quickies~

I did some changes in my blog again :) Can you see the difference?

something new here..

Did you notice something different about my blog?
Yep..
I changed my blog title :)
If u remember, my blog title used to be "My Ordinary Life" and description was "the extras in my ordinary life"
After some thoughts and ideas from friends, i finally decided to change my blog title to...

tada~

Chewy's Blog

Why Chewy?
Chewy is a nickname Miss Nyon and Miss Teh invented for me last year when i told them how last time my primary schoolmates used to call my full name "Chee Yu Li" and when they pronounced my name fast, it sounded like "Chew Li"
So, the very smart Miss Nyon and Miss Teh felt that it sounded very much like "Chewy" and from that day onwards.. they started calling me Chewy quite frequent..
Do i like that nickname? haha i think i kinda like it, if not i wouldn't name my blog Chewy's Blog :)
Oh yeah.. Did u noticed the description below the title? It says "Sugus & Pills i chew in my Journey" If you dun get the meaning, i'm actually talking about the sweetness and bitterness in my life. Things that i faced and will face as i walk my journey with God.. Things that i will chew in my life and whether it is sweet or bitter.. It's something that i will and have to learn to treasure.

ok leh.. that's about it in this post..
next will be my blog's layout... ermm any suggestion? would like some ideas too :) if can i want it to remain green :)

If only...

I know i shouldn't feel this way but deep inside me..
how i wish if only...

thank you

Dear friends,

Thank you very much for today. I really appreciate all the birthday wishes and gifts i received from you all :) I felt so loved :)

I'm crazy full now after that heavy meal at Murni >.<
I know some of you purposely drove there for me.. :) hehe.. really appreciate it lots :) love u all much

Kla..
wanna sleep soon..

Love,
Yu Li

Just a while ago..

I felt it just a while ago
I wish..
I hope...
why? How?

I've been neglecting it for some time..
I thought it will somehow disappeared..
but it's still there..
hidden inside..
trying to get out..
Lord, you made me realized..
I don't wish to but i can't help it..
and i know i have to..
Help me to be strong..

turning 22 soon

Turning 22 years old this Wednesday.. There's a lot i wanna express about it but just dunno how to put it into words.

My feelings at this moment are like:

=) =P =( =I >.< -_-

hehe..
Wanna thank my friends who celebrated my birthday earlier last Saturday. Thanks for all the efforts in trying to surprise me..It will worked very well if i didn't bumped into someone's aunt but hey dun feel discouraged bout it ;).. i did feel surprise :) love u all very much.. *big hugs for everyone*









*more in facebook :)

Thanks people, i really really appreciate it a lot and thanks Venus for planning it:)

responsibilities..

Finally
I’ve done what I supposed to finish very very long ago..
I’m not feeling so good about the delay..
I wish I could be more responsible..
Been thinking a lot about responsibilities..
Am I responsible?
I wanna be responsible
I’m trying..
But I realized there are times I failed to be responsible..
Perhaps in the future I may fail in what people expect me to do..
Responsibilities… Can I be accountable to it?
Can I take somemore?
I dunno.. But
More seems to be coming..
Maybe the decision that I’m going to make might sound not a big deal
But it somehow bothers me a lot
And again I’m caught in a situation where I dunno what to do
Been hearing a lot from people
But it is You I want to hear from..
Whatever decision that I’m going to make
Let it be pleasing to You and it’s not with wrong intentions..
I need you very much..
Lord, help me to be strong..

It's time..

It's time for me to change my blog title.. i think it sounds pretty lame >.< Some people told me that my life isn't that ordinary.. LOL.. So i guess maybe i should change it to "My not so ordinary life" What do you all think? ;)

It's time for me to change the description about myself in this blog..
Going to turn 22 soon.. Gosh.. 22 sounds really adult to me.. many times i still feel like a kid >.<

It's time for me to do something about my blog layout.. i'm getting kinda bored looking at it.. so yeah..

It's time..
For so many other things..
Gotta be very very very determined!

So I shouldn't waste my time so much here yet.. Will change when i'm done with my other "stuff" which i supposed to finish long ago..

Procrastinate no more YU LI!!!
It's time...

new year

Today is the second day of year 2009
It's the beginning again and continuation of my journey with God.
Friend asked me what's my new year resolution?
My answer was "I wanna do my best for God" :)
It sounds easy but i realized it takes very much effort and determination..
Just going to continue to learn to surrender my all to Him and have great faith in Him..
I know He'll walk with me through this year and all the years ahead :)
Lord, help me to be a better person this year..
thank you very much for everything i have gone through..
:)