:(

doc said

less sugar and no supper :( :( :(

that means

no chocolate

no ice cream

no doughnut

no McD's

no KFC

no ramly at night :( :( :( :( :(

sigh....

her smile

melts my heart..


my meimei :)

sometimes

i wonder

why do i feel so far away from the world?

i seems to be getting further and further away..

is it me??

i've been trying..

maybe not hard enough..

i'm tired.. really am...

Dear Lord

I'm contented.
today I felt loved..
How grateful i am to be precious and be loved by my family so dearly
I love them so much!
help me to love them more
I commit all of them into Your hand Lord!
They are so precious to me and Lord i need You to protect and take care of each and everyone of them..
Thank you Lord for Your blessings to my family..
You're truly a faithful God..
Great is Thy faithfulness!
thank you for being with us throughout our toughest moments..
and i pray that all my family members would know about Your faithfulness and one day everyone of us, the whole household will be faithful to You as how You are faithful to us..

:)

today

yuli feels

tired..

the never ending work is making her emo..

She's been hearing a lot from people

She's been running around and still dunno where she is heading..

She doesn't know what to do..

She wishes that God can show her things in a clearer picture..

She's blurrrrrrrrr >.<

She prays for God's strength..

She desperately need God..

God of My Forever

This song had been playing over and over in my mind 2 weeks ago. Told myself that i would like to write something about it here in my blog and i didn't until today >.< This morning when Dorcas sang it during chapel, this song filled my heart again. This song reminded me of the day when i decided to give my life to God, it reminded me the purpose of me being here in BCM, it reminded me of my calling and it reminded me that it is an honour to serve God.. Thank you Lord for being with me forever and because of that i want to serve You forever...

Verse 1
God of my youth I remember
your call on my life took me o'er
your luv has seen me through all my days
I stand here by your grace
On this altar I've written my life
Tells of a story I have with you my Lord
I want the world to know

Chorus
God of my forever
And forever I'm with you
My life is saved with a price
yourr sacrifice redeemed my soul
God of my forever
And forever I will sing
My greatest hOnor will always be
To serve my Lord and King

Verse 2
God of my all I've surrendered
My heart finds its rest in your word
Praises will not be enough to show
How my Love for you has grown
Nothing matters when you're here with me
In the end just to hear you say "Well done"
Bowing before your throne

the path

i have chosen

sometimes

is tiring, difficult, painful and discouraging

and many times it makes me feel inadequate, lousy and lonely



No matter what God never leaves me alone in this journey.
He has sent me wonderful people to encourage and to support me during times when i thought i couldn't go on any longer..


God blessed me with friends who are willing to lift me up.. Friends who will bring me closer to Jesus.


No matter how difficult it is to push the rock in front of us.. we still do it together with a bright smile :)

I thank God for wonderful friends :)

Dear Lord,
I'm reminded again that You're always here with me in this journey..
Last night.. when i couldn't sleep.. thoughts of how good You were to me crept into my mind.. You're truly good to me Lord.. and I am really blessed..
I don't deserve all these.. but still You have blessed me with more than what i need..
Thank you Lord and because of that i want to do my best for You :)
and i need You to help me to do that..
I still have so much to learn about serving You..
I love You, Lord.. teach me how to love You more..

much love,
yuli

gtalk with Renn ---> Topic: teh sesak???

we were discussing how to lead teh to Cheras.. lols


me: ask teh to go leisure mall!!!?? (me thinking what a big challenge)

me: susah la

me: she sure sesak one

kayrenn28: she wants to hv dinner with her family first

kayrenn28: sesat la aunty (nyon corrected my bahasa)

me: hahaha

me: LOLS

me: my bahasa sudah basi

today

1) time with You
2) breakfast with aunties
3) Danny's brownies which makes me :D
4) lunch with bestie
5) lotsa phone calls
6) 6 hours seminar >.<
7) knowing more
8) Danny's brownies again.. lols
9) :) because You're here with me.. am grateful and I love You, Jesus!

and now

10) assignments????

...

I thought i couldn't wake up..
I guess i've been in Lalaland a little too long..
lols
Back to reality..